Hopeless
Well after last night I've realized the club scene is most definately not for me, at least for now anyway. I think I need to get in better shape leg strength and muscle wise before I return to the dance floor. Thank god for one of my newly made friends telling me of a party back close to school that i went to, which was being broken up by the cops as i got there. Anyway my friends found me and they were like we have some stuff back in the room so your more then welcome to come back with us. It was actually fun, they had two bottles of wine one red and one white, some girls showed up and we played SceneIt, which supposedly i get better at the drunker I get. I mean it wasnt a bad way to end the night, i think for now I'm gonna stick to the small more personal kind of settings, its more my speed and it gives you a chance to actually get to know the person your conversing with. Honestly the way i feel right now is that I'm gonna live my life not finding anyone and die alone, succesful but unhappy. But who knows, I still get up everyday in hopes of finding not the right one but just someone who enjoys my company and shares my interests, who doesnt mind cuddling. Well, thats all for now folks.
-Rob
-Rob