LOVE Once Again

[academybum]

As humans we are frail creatures. A friend of mine said recently that she had a weak moment and caved in under pressure. What she said reminded me of something that i was told a long time ago, that not of us are weak, we are only human. Meaning, as humans we can only be pushed so far and be eaten away at so much before we either snap or crumble. As for me I have always chosen the crumble method because its easier then fighting for what you want and this way you don't snap and piss others off. As for the title of this entry, there is only one four letter word that brings both misery and happiness at the same time and that word is LOVE. LOVE is one of those things that people torture themselves with, it is in no way the fault of the person for which the feelings are toward. I hate yet love the fact that i torture myself with LOVE. Yes, as young as I am, I can truely use the word LOVE or maybe rather strong feelings because at my age LOVE is still too strong a word. I do have strong feelings for someone and I believe they know it, but much to my dismay those feelings aren't there for them to return. Granted I would LOVE to be more then good friends but just knowing that whenever i need this person, they'll be there. Also I would never sacrifice a friendship to try something unsure. All a guy can do is hope and pray that one day he gets lucky and finds his princess. I hope they know how special they are to me and that on a day when im sad and depressed, a hug from them and their warming smile are the only things to brighten up my day.

An Entry From The Depths Of My Soul:

Rob