Sep 07, 2003 19:19
So, im back, I am almost all healed up and i have my computer back since the basement flooded. God damn so much has happened lately, i really dont want to type it all, so im not gonna. the important shit is that im on the soccer team, im almost able to play, and everyone on the team has vowed to go completely sober till the end of the season, so its the same with me, in fact im not really planning on getting back into that horrible stuff, at least for a while. ive gotten a lot closer to my parents lately, and Erin and Jason are basically like brother and sister/ mother and father to me, wierd isnt it? anyways, the main thing is that despite all of the shit that has happened, I am actually really happy right now, Im basically just having a great time concentrating on being a good person, you know, like basic morals that everyone seems to have forgotten. im worried about some of my friends, but unfortunatly its too late to do anything for them, i wish i was able to last year. i did something really great, and really selfless, and really brave, and its going to end up making a difference.