Grim Memories And Bad Flashbacks... Get A Grip Man!

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Well, while i was trying to get to sleep, sleepwalking by modest mouse came on and got me thinkin'. that damned song has always been paired with an intensly nostalgic feeling for me, i cant really tell you why. well i started thinking about the beginning of the last school year, and how incredibly fucked it was. so much shit happened that i just completely put out of my mind. that was when i REALLY started drinking, as in at least once a week, i was in a band, and we had the show that got us "signed" with PNDN records, which is where i first met marcia, and eventually we had our first, and ultimatly only, real show. three parties come to mind, and they all happened 3 weekends in a row. Im not going to say anything about those parties becuase if you were there, you would know about them already, and i dont really want to get into it. All that needs to be said is that they were comletely fucked. I cant for the life of me understand how it couldve felt so good back then when it makes me feel sick to even think about it now. Certain things Im lucky i guess, that things turned out like they have, but it's fucking weird that I forgot so much of the shit that happened just 9 or 10 months ago, it must be some sort of defense mechanism.
Well im off to try and sleep again