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I think my brain is finally leveling off. I have been really confused lately. Thinking so much about everything my head hurts. Im still thinking as much, but it is all leading somewhere. If im careful I may just live till im old. well see. I cant wait to get on with my life. we will see if that ever happens. Funny thing is, everyone things today is such a big deal, if i only live to seventy i still have 50 years. Everyone that is important to me will understand, they will grow old with me and be a part of all the good and prolly really bad shit that lies ahead. I am tired of thinking everything right now can unmake me. Everyone else too, life is short, but not so short you have to pretend everything right now is such a soap opera. well, im off. im young, figured id go destroy my liver somemore. well, nice guys finish last and the agressive will rule the earth, right after the meek get trampled. Could be my undoing, but I think it will be fun. " if i cant be immortal i may as well squander the life ive been givin." - a bad ass