Feb 23, 2005 13:46
I feel sick to my stomach. I want to cry but I cant.
My bros friend was hanging out with some friends this weekend drinking when he passes out while walking down the stairs. He cracked his skull and they put him in a coma so he could heal. The prognosis was good, as of yesterday he was writing notes to his mom and stuff. But last night he got a fever and had some siezers and now he is brain dead. He was supposed to be one of my bros roomates this fall. Now he is on life support. I feel so bad. Nothin I can say or do can help him or my brother. Its so weird how I feel about my brother lately. We get along so much better now and I just wish I could help him in some way or take his pain away from him. 17 is so young and so unfair. I know everything happens the way its supposed to but this just isnt right. His poor family. It really puts life in perspective. here I am worring about spring break and it not being warm enough and somewhere else not so far away this is happening. i feel so bad. And my brother is home alone right now. I just want to be with him and make sure he is doing alright. I cant imagine having one of your best friends taken from you. Im so sad. Im sorry jay.