I'm already sick of school

Aug 28, 2006 18:31

I had two tests today, I think I did moderately well on both. Not amazing, but I don't think I failed them. &I've completely forgotten about my drama research paper, I don't even remember what theorist I'm supposed to be writing about.
My EE meeting is tomorrow with Mr. Campbell. I really don't want to go because I know that he'll tell me I don't have enough analysis, I haven't focused on the biological aspects, I haven't met the word count, I don't have the proper citation, and probably more. I don't even know when it's due forreal, but I'm pretty sure it's soon, like within the next two weeks.
Found out that I'm a National Merit semi-finalist. It's really not that exciting, because I only have about a 50% chance of getting it. I have to write a 500 word essay now to try to become a finalist, and then I think I have to do even more stuff to try and get some money. But filling out the application made me realize that I don't really have that many school activities that I'm involved in, or that many achievements. Basically, it's hard to make myself sound good to these people.
I'm really nervous about college applications. I have ACT's in September, SAT's in October, and then my UF regular decision application is due shortly after. I really don't know that I can get in, and that scares me a lot.

I want to go back to the beginning of the summer, when people weren't in college and I wasn't a senior and I could see my few friends more often. I still don't feel like I really fit in at Ridgeview.
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