I will publish my essay tomorrow. I would do it now. But, my brother is here now, and waiting for me to go to work . I do hope this makes all of my fellow survivors feel vindicated in some way . I person told me that all I needed to do was to snap out of it and I would be fine. "Yeah, tell me maam". It is obvious she does not know anyone that was abused. This also angers me because some say " I know how you feel". Yet, they do not know. I would not wish how I feel when I get those mental put downs by bosses, or the abuse I suffered when I was little. In a way, that hurts me too.