urgh
Having a bad day again.
A day where I want to cry all the time.
Where I need my boyfriend here to hug me and make me feel safe again.
I feel so dirty, I want to spend hours in the shower but I know it won't make me feel clean.
I finally managed to pluck up the courage to ring a counselling place and have an appt for next Tues.
Hopefully my boyfriend will be off work that day and if he is he's said he'll take me.
I'm leaning on him so much at the moment, he helps me get through each day. And I can't stop worrying that I'm putting too much pressure on him as a result.
Meh.
A day where I want to cry all the time.
Where I need my boyfriend here to hug me and make me feel safe again.
I feel so dirty, I want to spend hours in the shower but I know it won't make me feel clean.
I finally managed to pluck up the courage to ring a counselling place and have an appt for next Tues.
Hopefully my boyfriend will be off work that day and if he is he's said he'll take me.
I'm leaning on him so much at the moment, he helps me get through each day. And I can't stop worrying that I'm putting too much pressure on him as a result.
Meh.