i'm still alive
so yeah. not going out with shawn anymore, for those of you that haven't heard. we broke up like two months ago(?).maybe a month and a half. but i actually have a new boyfriend. this guy, aaron. he makes me laugh and things have been going pretty good so far. but i'm not gonna put everything into this relationship just yet. i know it sounds mean but its hared for me to put it another way. like, i'm gonna try to put school first. school before boys in general. and i'm not gonna rely on him to make me happy. sure he can. but i'm not gonna...shit i can't explain this. like wheni was dating shawn, i didn't hang out with my friends too often cuz i was so absorbed in him. idk. its like 6:30 and i haven't slept yet. oh. don't go see scary movie 4. its not that fantastic. happy easter.