Jul 20, 2010 02:56
good morning my dear,
things have been going better than planned. my new car is everything i could have asked for. i finally got my new plates, FCB is the letters... fucking cool bitches! lol. that's how i remember it. i am actually starting to save money! this is crazy. i'm going to have to save as much as i can so i have some sort of cash reserve for the winter months, cuz i wont have the di, and i can only work so much during school time.
i have been loving every minute of my life, and i rarely get down. no more depression. no more negative feelings. no more drugs. i quit, live journal. i've been clean for almost 3 months now. and i feel fantastic. i still drink, cuz i mean come on! i love drinking... a little too much i will admit, but idfc. i am starting to run again, and i'm getting back into shape... slowly.
i have been working my ass off.. every day of the week, twice on saturdays and sundays... it is hell, but i am not complaining. i wish i had more free time to see my friends... oh well.
i try to hang out with katie at least 3 days a week. we have sleep overs and car pool to work on thursdays sometimes. thursday nights are our date night. i'm so crazy about her. znd to think that we've been friends for 4 years, and just now i'm realizing how perfect she is. weird how things happen.
but i guess everything happens for a reason then doesn't it? i'll leave you with that.
ttyl lj