Today I've learned...
"I've learned that when problems rain, they pour! And they never go away, it just keeps getting worse. But it can't rain forever...that's why I'm still here alive and breathing."- quote from my own Mom
(I'm venting again, so please my dear readers, don't take any offense to this post)
Shit just won't quit! It just keeps adding up and adding up. I don't get it. Things were fine for such a long time...*sigh* I'm so depressed, I just need a real hug. School, work, homework, Journalism, The Nightlife, my relationship, friendships, my family...it's just getting to me. I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of thinking about dying, I'm just plain sick of life right now. I'm tired of hiding all my feelings until I literally break down in tears to make a fool of myself...
So I decided that when spring break is here, I'm leaving town. No internet, No phone, No work, No homework NOTHING! Just the country, me, Jon and my beautiful puppy Lyla. We are going out of state towards boise to a camp site. It's beautiful there. The Snake River and everything. $15 bucks a night! Who can beat that? Fishing, swimming, just the outdoors and camping, when no one gets judged, no one gets the wrong impression, no one tells me what I have to do today...I can't wait. Actually, it was my mom who said that this would be great for me, and for once in my life, I agree totally with my mom.
(I'm venting again, so please my dear readers, don't take any offense to this post)
Shit just won't quit! It just keeps adding up and adding up. I don't get it. Things were fine for such a long time...*sigh* I'm so depressed, I just need a real hug. School, work, homework, Journalism, The Nightlife, my relationship, friendships, my family...it's just getting to me. I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of thinking about dying, I'm just plain sick of life right now. I'm tired of hiding all my feelings until I literally break down in tears to make a fool of myself...
So I decided that when spring break is here, I'm leaving town. No internet, No phone, No work, No homework NOTHING! Just the country, me, Jon and my beautiful puppy Lyla. We are going out of state towards boise to a camp site. It's beautiful there. The Snake River and everything. $15 bucks a night! Who can beat that? Fishing, swimming, just the outdoors and camping, when no one gets judged, no one gets the wrong impression, no one tells me what I have to do today...I can't wait. Actually, it was my mom who said that this would be great for me, and for once in my life, I agree totally with my mom.