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You aquire so many things when you live with someone who you are also in love with. I am consistantly overwhelmed with everything in my life, and the rollercoaster that is attached to this causes time to tumble by quickly. I try with all of my might to slow down the years as they fly by, but I am sorely unable. Days on the calendar cease to slowly trudge by. Much like a movie montage they fly from their plastic wall mount.
I am seduced by this, and I am utterly intwined in a life which I never expected. With the difficulty of love comes patience, understanding, and an ability to put oneself second. Virtues I've never had. I have become a cat person. I have seen three kittens grow from a bulge in their mother's stomach to three fiesty, curious, and sweet cats with their own unique personalities. This kind of life makes me question my own misgivings about life and death. How can a world of random events produce such wonderful things that pur, nuzzle, claw, bite, poop, and love all over everything.
When the man at the front of the line asked for my ticket, strapped me in, and made sure I wasn't going to fall, I never believed what he said. I do now.
I am seduced by this, and I am utterly intwined in a life which I never expected. With the difficulty of love comes patience, understanding, and an ability to put oneself second. Virtues I've never had. I have become a cat person. I have seen three kittens grow from a bulge in their mother's stomach to three fiesty, curious, and sweet cats with their own unique personalities. This kind of life makes me question my own misgivings about life and death. How can a world of random events produce such wonderful things that pur, nuzzle, claw, bite, poop, and love all over everything.
When the man at the front of the line asked for my ticket, strapped me in, and made sure I wasn't going to fall, I never believed what he said. I do now.