wow.

Oct 16, 2005 18:08

this weekend was amazing. i mean, it was freezing...and rainying..and the weather was crappy for half the trip...but im soo glad i went. i cried while i was there...strangely..not because of everything that was going on...dont get me wrong..it made me emotional...just didnt make me cry. but last night..amanda and i were talking about us and dorothy. and i told amanda that i didnt wanna talk about it..and i eventually started to cry...but it wasnt a real cry...it was more like i teared. and then this morning..when i found out that ralf has MS and when they were saying whoever wants to get baptized i almost cried. i mean i really wanted to get up there..but my legs were just not working. so i didnt.
today, i talked to dorothy online..and we both cried about it. we both did and will pray for it. i mean she cried in the van on the way home. and while we were talking online...we were both crying. im so happy that i did though. in that weird way. like im really happy that i did. it was a relief. yay for dorothy. I guess that really does mean we love each other!:) well im finished for now.
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