Apr 08, 2006 19:21
kels, this isnt the update i told you to read... read the one before this!!!
anywho, i just had to post this... Won got a computer for her birthday... and she is watching some korean TV show on it right now and laughing hysterically... im watching it over her shoulder from my chair... it doesnt look funny... so im assuming that whatever they are saying must be fucking hilarious... cuz she wont stop laughing...
ive tuned her out (almost) with songs from Wicked and Rent on my iTunes... haha...
i want to be on broadway now... i can kinda sing...
that made me think this morning while i was showering... what would have happened if i had stayed in choir in junior high and high school? would i have a voice like an angel or just be another Aubree cummings? thinking i can sing but really cant? who knows... haha... but it wont keep me from singing to myself haha!!!
theres a korean rolling around in paper on Wons computer... huh...
heres another though i had... why isnt Andrea threatened by laura? or poz? or TK? why just me? i dont really understand it and i probably never will... ill just stick with the original ideas i had about her being homophobic and stupid. im going to add bipolar to the list too.
ok, its 7:30 and the sun is still up!!! that is so awesome!!! i love spring and summer!!!
three weeks and then finals until school is out!!! im ready to be done forever but i think (hope) i can pull two more years out of my ass somehow.
i sign up for classes on 4-20. everythign i do seems to revolve around 4-20. sarah has her 111... i have 420. im not even into drugs!!! wtf man? wtf?!
i got a CA position this summer for short term youth camps!!! what this means (as long as i clear the criminal background check) i will play an RA's role for summer camps. what i like about it is i get FREE room and board. which means i save about 300 dollars this summer on room and board and i believe about 100 or more dollars on food. which then means, IM BUYING AN IPOD!!! haha... its about time i think...
so i had this converstaion with TK yesterday about being bisexual. what i got from it is, its the best way to go. haha. best of both worlds!!! and it would really throw andrea for a loop!!! haha!!!
ya, this is really random. but thats how i feel right now. just really random. its been kinda an ups and down sort of day. i woke after having this really interesting and for some odd reason, positive dream about life. i got up, showered, and went to breakfast with laura. we met up with Poz and her friend Luke. and once there, i had a down moment. i dont really know why but it was weird. so i get back tot he dorm and plug into some Wicked music and i feel better. i look up ticket prices, train prices and schedules, talk to laura and get fucking pumped for this summer!!! so then i watch some TV and hit the old ER reruns. it made me think about my future and that led to a downer. so i threw rent in and that cheered me up again. and now its 7:30 and i have accomplished nothing. that makes me feel proud. wtf man? so its been one hell of a rollercoaster.
ive been having more second thoughts about next year. next year i have to declare a major. i dont know what i shoudl do. im going to sign up for chem shit this year and supposedly, things get better. i hope they do. but i am also worried about being karas suite mate. yes, worried. not about her but about andrea. and what she might do if i am not around. like come into my room. TK and i talked about a lot yesterday and she thinks i have reason to worry. we;ve witnessed andrea sneak into Karas room and then not tell her. the only way she knew was cuz laura and i would tell her. what if she does that to me? what if she is "using the bathroom" but makes it into my room. she likes to "play jokes" on people. like taking karas shit and such. what if she does that to me? it really worries me. and i dont want to have to lock my bathroom door everytime i leave because i dont mind if kara needs to use something of mine. we have a very open door policy going on!!! but with andrea around, i dont know what to do...
we drank and played Scene It on thursday. that was a lot of fun. but i think Mango Rum gives me heartburn or indigestion or something. i always spend the next 2-3 days feeling like my throat hates me and the burps burn. but i love mango rum. i think alcohol hates me. unfortunately, i love it.
this older guy came around the dorm today asking for change for a shelter for battered woman and handing out huge pixi sticks. well, laura and i each got one and he gave us one for our roomies. i gave one to Won. shes eating it now and watching crazy ass korean shit. and its getting worse. shes slapping her knee and rocking in her chair. so heres a memo for everyone. Dont give Koreans Pixi-Sicks... unless its MIa.
no one is here right now. Poz is out for her friends bdays, TK went home, laura went with kara and andrea to play tennis. which hurts. yes, this is a jealous moment. but not pyscho jealous moment!!! i know why laura gets to go and i dont. Andrea asked her too. so of course i wont get an invite. oh well. im better than her anyways.
do people actually read these word for word? i read everyones word for word but sometimes i think people just skim. they miss a lot of funny stuff. im very witty. and stupid. and amusing. youre missing out if you dont read all of my entry.
ok, im done.
peace, love, and "there will always be woman in rubber flirting with me!!!"
~Cressie~
thats a line from Rent. i love rent. and i love that line.