hold me
i've been screaming and crying for the last half hour. and i haven't really stopped. i'm just getting this down before i go and resume my nervous breakdown.
this is the hardest thing i've ever had to do in my life.
i have never been so scared about losing something, and losing myself. i'm so scared. and i wish someone could come and take this fear away from me. i wish i could cry in someone's arms. i wish i could be sure that everything was going to be alright. but i can't.
i feel like a child calling for his mommy, but mommy won't come. nobody will be coming. i am alone in this.
i'm so fucking scared. this is so hard.
i don't want to be alone. i can't bare being alone. i don't want to be left alone.
this is the hardest thing i've ever had to do in my life.
i have never been so scared about losing something, and losing myself. i'm so scared. and i wish someone could come and take this fear away from me. i wish i could cry in someone's arms. i wish i could be sure that everything was going to be alright. but i can't.
i feel like a child calling for his mommy, but mommy won't come. nobody will be coming. i am alone in this.
i'm so fucking scared. this is so hard.
i don't want to be alone. i can't bare being alone. i don't want to be left alone.