Springsingsexwithabittersnapofthewrist!

[absurdious]

To all those i know and love i misss you like a bad coke addict misses their favorite snortin straw. Thats right you are loved.doesnt that make you feel special...or does it just feel like a cop out considering im not writting to each of you individually? well either way its sincere and if you dont believe me then come and find me and we shall talk about this self doubt of yours. The world is a crazy place and im realizing more and more each day that its not for me to try and figure out...i think im just gonna ride it like a huge wave and hope it doesnt crash into any unknown sharp rocks along the way. Today is a new day right but why does it feel like a dream continued from yesterdays slumber...bouncing from new face to new space. wondering will i ever be the fixture in this surrounding or will i always be the bouncing ball taking off down the street so fast you cant even keep up with its beat? im just curious cause if im stuck being the ball the i guess i should work on my release and swift movement a little more.. perhaps even paint myself a little more drastically so that the next person i bounce by wont dismiss me as a straggler ball and just kick me further down the path of indefinite destiny. Either that or im just losing it all together considering its spring and im staying put for longer than even i could have imagined... DAMN THESE ITCHY FEET!!!! AAHHHHHHHHH!!! I need some playa between my toes to block this never ending twitch. The only true home i have ever known... why because its not permanent.. strange huh?
oh well i love you all
Kevin