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Feb 20, 2022 12:06

Its February 20th
im still in indiana.
im still some what broke.
But i am however very hopeful for the upcoming future..
i mean what else could happen next?
maybe someone will come nock on my door and take me away to some
far off distant land.
Maybe ill say fuck it and finally get my own place to live
with a big room in it so i can motivate myself to make sculptures.
Perhaps ill quit worrying bout it and get off my ass and have some fun
no reason to be down in spirits now really.. life is actually really good
ive been keeping up with my sushi habits..
going bowling every week
hanging out with good(real) people
Drinking alot-- thats probably where the self doubt kreeps in.

but there still is some strange little void hangin on in the back of my mind...
maybe its just the lingering depression of those people around me or just the bitter taste of self doubt..
but something about it dont feel right. im on a mission to fix that... be warned world!~
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