tug and pull and who knows

[absurd_alice]

its september, its florida, but i can smell fall in the air like i was living around the mountains again. i go outside and shiver, the rain drizzles, fizzles, falls. and i feel that overwhelming feeling that i thought that i wouldn't know living here, but i do know it all to well.
i don't know what i want anymore, i don't know a lot of things, but thats always the problem. if you knew everything there would be no point. i guess...