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For the first time in a while, I've started really feeling self-confident, and while the self-deprecating humour isn't going away, I really feel like I'm firing on all cylinders again. I feel near to invincible. (Surviving my housing crisis and the like helped that along.)
One minor and still mostly happy exception - does that feeling of being slightly too amped up on nervous energy due to starting on a new romantic pursuit ever go away?
Not that it necessarily should, but I could really afford to tone that down right about now.
It's been an odd one, edging slowly toward that point of continued deferrals where I wouldn't think there was anything to it, while (wishfully?) thinking that I've got a better read on the situation, which is more favourable. I wonder if I've become any more perceptive/less oblivious about these kind of things in the last little while.
I've got to be feeling pretty darned good to like my chances, which I do.
One minor and still mostly happy exception - does that feeling of being slightly too amped up on nervous energy due to starting on a new romantic pursuit ever go away?
Not that it necessarily should, but I could really afford to tone that down right about now.
It's been an odd one, edging slowly toward that point of continued deferrals where I wouldn't think there was anything to it, while (wishfully?) thinking that I've got a better read on the situation, which is more favourable. I wonder if I've become any more perceptive/less oblivious about these kind of things in the last little while.
I've got to be feeling pretty darned good to like my chances, which I do.