I still don't know...
I just had my dad bring me back to Denton cuz Plano sucks and no1 is there anymore and I was losing my mind. I am pretty bummed that my fucking car is in the shop at the moment, it's fucking everything up. I hate Lute Riley Body Shop alot. But anyways, me and Aimee had plans for tomorro that may not happen now b/c i am no longer in Plano. I really want to hang out with her tomoro, but that woulda meant i would've had to stay in Plano until Tues probably and i just couldn't do that to myself, so that was a bit of a dilemma. So i could chill her solo tonight or have Michael pick me up and hang with those kids. I don't know what I will end up doing. I don't see some people enough, i was never the kid who belonged to a "click" but sometimes i really envy those who belong to one, it just makes things alot easier sometimes. Ana just asked me when I was going to have another party...probably never, the cost/gain ratio just isn't there to me, even if the party turns out to be kinda dope, i dunno, alotta kids closer to dallas only wanna come kick it when there's a party going down and that's wack to me, i'm not any1s fucking entertainment center (especially when those same people never have parties themselves). whatever, i need to cheer up, i really have nothing to be blue over.