roots
wow, it's been awhile since i last visited. so much has happened the past 12 months... losing, loving, learning. went back to using a journal to document the thoughts i have and the things i go through, just to rmb God's goodness and faithfulness through the many seasons in my life. and it's so helpful to rmb and to reflect on the promises that have come pass. and also, to rmb the conviction that i have at that point of documentation. it's so easy to forget and doubt again :( but writing it down brings to mind all that i felt at that very point and reminds me to never take it for granted. this past year has been a rollercoaster ride.
and through it all..... i am glad :> it takes more faith to believe that God isn't real. When i look at all that You have created, the people You have made to reflect Your image; how is it possible that You don't exist? and when i consider my answered prayers, the love that i feel everyday; how is it possible that You don't exist? i can't ever fully grasp the idea that everything happened by chance.. i rmb learning physics back then and thinking, wow how can it be that the pressure earth experiences is just right. how's it possible that so many things just fall into place nicely? this has gotta be the master's design!
In less than 2 weeks' time, i'll be off for my very first adventure in Europe (and USA!) and i rly can't wait to see w open eyes the creations of Your hand and to experience Your presence in a faraway land.
God, You are SO SO BIG. and i pray i'll never limit You and the works You wish to do.
When I consider your heavens,
the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which you have set in place,
what is mankind that you are mindful of them,
human beings that you care for them?
- Psalm 8:3-4
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Would you come and tear down the boxes that I have tried to put You in
Let love come teach me who You are again
Would you take me back to the place where my heart was only about You
And all I wanted was just to be with You
Come and do whatever You want to
and through it all..... i am glad :> it takes more faith to believe that God isn't real. When i look at all that You have created, the people You have made to reflect Your image; how is it possible that You don't exist? and when i consider my answered prayers, the love that i feel everyday; how is it possible that You don't exist? i can't ever fully grasp the idea that everything happened by chance.. i rmb learning physics back then and thinking, wow how can it be that the pressure earth experiences is just right. how's it possible that so many things just fall into place nicely? this has gotta be the master's design!
In less than 2 weeks' time, i'll be off for my very first adventure in Europe (and USA!) and i rly can't wait to see w open eyes the creations of Your hand and to experience Your presence in a faraway land.
God, You are SO SO BIG. and i pray i'll never limit You and the works You wish to do.
When I consider your heavens,
the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which you have set in place,
what is mankind that you are mindful of them,
human beings that you care for them?
- Psalm 8:3-4
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Would you come and tear down the boxes that I have tried to put You in
Let love come teach me who You are again
Would you take me back to the place where my heart was only about You
And all I wanted was just to be with You
Come and do whatever You want to