re:thinking
Loads and loads of thinking to be done ever since friday. started reading the happy student which pj lent me long ago and it sparked some questions in my mind that still linger there. i havent finished the book but a few takeaways: Run your own race. but before tht, know the race you want to run. and i think now, i need God more than ever to guide me and to help me to run His race. it does get hard sometimes and its easy to be distracted. but yesss alot of thinking to be done!!
went for crusades for my first time ever!!! and i think it was the best decision ever. they invited dr tan lai yong- someone whos now someone i look up to and respect greatly- a humble yet great man of God who knows and understands his calling in life to serve. and he is so genuine and sincere and his heart is just amazing. so big and generous so reflecting of God's heart. i think he's someone who's truly deserving of the title doctor. someone who serves and doesnt focus on money making.
ahahasdsakjdnsandas i cant spell out his entire sharing. but hes so... inspiring. it just makes me requestion and rethink of my journey thus far. and what am i focusing on and even in future, to always reflect on the things im doing, to be christ-centered and not self-centered. but yes, im still sad idk my calling :(
but sitting there in svc today, a few things just hit me which were kinda unrelated to svc. but i was v distracted that i zoned out abit. a few things-
1. cambodia children. one day this will come t pass!!! when i get married/parents trust me more, i wanna sponsor kakada/chen's trip to singapore. i rmb telling them to visit me in singapore and my church in future but i realised that they were financially limited. so yes, i hope one day i can do that!
2. how can i better serve God? my community? foreign workers? i guess i need to start small by mtg at least a need once a day. i hope that overtime it cultivates into a habit and becomes a part of me.
TYJ for my salvation. im far from perfect but thank you for going to such great lengths to save my soul. <3
went for crusades for my first time ever!!! and i think it was the best decision ever. they invited dr tan lai yong- someone whos now someone i look up to and respect greatly- a humble yet great man of God who knows and understands his calling in life to serve. and he is so genuine and sincere and his heart is just amazing. so big and generous so reflecting of God's heart. i think he's someone who's truly deserving of the title doctor. someone who serves and doesnt focus on money making.
ahahasdsakjdnsandas i cant spell out his entire sharing. but hes so... inspiring. it just makes me requestion and rethink of my journey thus far. and what am i focusing on and even in future, to always reflect on the things im doing, to be christ-centered and not self-centered. but yes, im still sad idk my calling :(
but sitting there in svc today, a few things just hit me which were kinda unrelated to svc. but i was v distracted that i zoned out abit. a few things-
1. cambodia children. one day this will come t pass!!! when i get married/parents trust me more, i wanna sponsor kakada/chen's trip to singapore. i rmb telling them to visit me in singapore and my church in future but i realised that they were financially limited. so yes, i hope one day i can do that!
2. how can i better serve God? my community? foreign workers? i guess i need to start small by mtg at least a need once a day. i hope that overtime it cultivates into a habit and becomes a part of me.
TYJ for my salvation. im far from perfect but thank you for going to such great lengths to save my soul. <3