a month
it's almost a month to being in schhhhh and despite the short sch days my days seem to fill up so easily and quickly. the exhausting part is realizing you don't have enough time for everyone and i think that's where i suck at prioritizing and learning to say no...
i dont actually know if im tired sometimes. juggling so much and over-committing. and sometimes im worried cos i like planning my weeks out.. but i kinda suck at it so i end up having to chiong work and sticking to commitments.
ok worries aside, i need to update this so when i look back i can rmb things and not be lost in the sea of activities that i've succumbed to and what not. looking back on these 4 weeks, i'm actually quite blessed, in a sense i've met friends that care abt me. and also i like being arnd them! sometimes it feels like such a relief seeing them arnd sch and then catching up later thru wapp. in particular, christian friends that have sowed into my life although it may be small. and my nice classmates. im quite anti-social actually, rlly depends on my mood. so initially i was quite.. worried?? abt classes friends etc. wednesdays are my fav days actually, despite it being the longest. prolly cos i've friends in both classes, and ltb is quite enjoyable. these 4 weeks, i've gotten used to walking to classes alone and going home alone! i actually enjoy this time of being alone, it's so peaceful walking without rush or needing to socialize. been trying to email charis now and then too, who keeps me updated abt her uni life in US. and im super blessed by her stories, it makes me stronger and inspires me to know God more.
joined quite a few ccas although i havent gone for any yet, well except the eye investment session w cass where we ate free desserts. haha but that aside, i rlly hope to enrich myself more and also have more fun. SMU challenge tmr!! oh but ok i rlly enjoy lessons cos of the content we deal w now. its so.. open and worldly. like its applicable and not just tb-based. so tht makes sch quite exciting :))
need to free myself up to study more!!! and also be more attentive to the hw. im like a super lazy sloth. didn't do hw cos idek (lol sotong) and actually did the wrong hw.... #whywee #weepls so that was rather demoralizing and sian cos i ended up chionging hw twice in class and that made it hard to pay attn, i suck at multitasking. ok academics aside, i'm heading to india this dec!!! that's the highlight of sem 1 for me. thank God for this opportunity! rlly excited cos i think its outta my comfort zone in the mountains and i rlly dunno what to expect! but im happy! doing social enterprise so thats gna be fun cos we gna try cooking stuff i think!!!
omg such a long post. i've eaten so many mooncakes today, sitting like a fatty typing this in the office. got loads of work to clear this weekend, GOD BE WITH MEEEEE:)) okie bye abstractthots, i'll be back soon!
i dont actually know if im tired sometimes. juggling so much and over-committing. and sometimes im worried cos i like planning my weeks out.. but i kinda suck at it so i end up having to chiong work and sticking to commitments.
ok worries aside, i need to update this so when i look back i can rmb things and not be lost in the sea of activities that i've succumbed to and what not. looking back on these 4 weeks, i'm actually quite blessed, in a sense i've met friends that care abt me. and also i like being arnd them! sometimes it feels like such a relief seeing them arnd sch and then catching up later thru wapp. in particular, christian friends that have sowed into my life although it may be small. and my nice classmates. im quite anti-social actually, rlly depends on my mood. so initially i was quite.. worried?? abt classes friends etc. wednesdays are my fav days actually, despite it being the longest. prolly cos i've friends in both classes, and ltb is quite enjoyable. these 4 weeks, i've gotten used to walking to classes alone and going home alone! i actually enjoy this time of being alone, it's so peaceful walking without rush or needing to socialize. been trying to email charis now and then too, who keeps me updated abt her uni life in US. and im super blessed by her stories, it makes me stronger and inspires me to know God more.
joined quite a few ccas although i havent gone for any yet, well except the eye investment session w cass where we ate free desserts. haha but that aside, i rlly hope to enrich myself more and also have more fun. SMU challenge tmr!! oh but ok i rlly enjoy lessons cos of the content we deal w now. its so.. open and worldly. like its applicable and not just tb-based. so tht makes sch quite exciting :))
need to free myself up to study more!!! and also be more attentive to the hw. im like a super lazy sloth. didn't do hw cos idek (lol sotong) and actually did the wrong hw.... #whywee #weepls so that was rather demoralizing and sian cos i ended up chionging hw twice in class and that made it hard to pay attn, i suck at multitasking. ok academics aside, i'm heading to india this dec!!! that's the highlight of sem 1 for me. thank God for this opportunity! rlly excited cos i think its outta my comfort zone in the mountains and i rlly dunno what to expect! but im happy! doing social enterprise so thats gna be fun cos we gna try cooking stuff i think!!!
omg such a long post. i've eaten so many mooncakes today, sitting like a fatty typing this in the office. got loads of work to clear this weekend, GOD BE WITH MEEEEE:)) okie bye abstractthots, i'll be back soon!