Aug 15, 2005 14:14
im not ready to go back.
the time that i have spent here has helped me so much. its given me focus and strength and confidence. its has given me a new perspective, a new drive. being here helped me get in touch with myself again.
everything happens for a reason. now i can see why i was meant to come out here just to have to give up and go back. so i am trusting that there is a reason for me to go home too. it just sucks.
(not that i dont miss you guys, i do...)