the wheels just keep on turnin'

[abstractrenard]

i am so overwhelmingly stressed.

i am more overwhelmingly frustrated.  clench-the-jaw-till-it-aches frustrated.

i thought my passion made me lovable.
i thought my ambition was apparent without spelling it out.

these are my dreams.

i just want people to be proud of me.  i want them to believe in me.  without them believing in me, i can't believe in myself.

i crossed the line a bit, but i was very insulted.  i was very shocked.  i thought, of all people, you would believe in me.

will you still love me,
tomorrow?