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interesting new developments of, well, just about everything ...
there was a For Rent sign placed in our front yard this afternoon, my partner of seven years and i taking a longterm siesta from our committed journey with each other, trying to find a new apartment for less than $4oo and pack up the punches and the power that was collected over such a long extension of intertwined lifestyles. i am excited, and scared, and sad, and hopeful. to have all of these emotions in one mind is quite tiring, but i have had such generous and warm support from so many wonderful friends, and that has made such a difference in my heart and my mind, to have these compassionate and caring people in my life has made me feel very blessed and lucky. i am a lucky girl to have good work and good friends to keep me occupied.
so i am looking around at some places, trying to find something where i can save money to travel in the autumn, and potentially, move out of state in the spring. i have never seen the West Coast, nor lived near an ocean, and perhaps it will be time for that to happen. i have a feeling i would be welcomed and embraced by the mountains, the water, the trees and the breeze. i am hoping to maybe join a family and extend my own.
otherwise, i am kept busied by my many jobs ( four part-time places of employment! ) and this new dramatic interlude into the next big step of my mid-twenty life. it will be exciting, and impassioned, and i am trying to be ready.
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