my conscience is fukin with me
u should see how i am around girls, i ruin em all...
...nah this aint right
but still when ur girlfriend dissed you,
"lifes a bitch" you cried
i told u to wipe ur eyes
take ur time when u likin a guy
cuz every since ur feelins too intense,
its pimp or die.
-jay z
ew. ive lost about 7 pounds in the past few days.
neways.
i got off the phone with nessa a lil bit ago. babe, u are soo sweet u make me feel 10x better about everything, u give the best advice.
now im talkin to julian, im soo excited. him and his friends are drivin up from san fransisco for some family thing. so we're gonna chill sometime between sunday n wednesday.
my train of thought just did a 180. i act like i dont care bout stuff, but deep down i always do. i hate seeing people get so worked up over relationship stuff, even though i am one of those people. what is the purpose of it all? i really dont know.. i am so tired of it though. im tired of people telling others what to do when it comes to relationships.. "ive seen people caught in love like whirl winds/ listenin to they squads and listenin to girlfriends/ thats exactly the point where they whole world ends/ lies come in, thats where that drama begins"... ive cried. people have cried, because of others. its like everyones just in it for a game.. then you find that one person who isnt.. who is the truth.. and fk it up.. but its not like the movies. you dont fly a couple hours to see the person, then have them jump in ur arms and say everything is okay. this is the real world. the world where more people walk out of ur life than in, and where fragile emotions are only made to be broken. my understanding is that everyone makes mistakes at some point in their life.. to jump out of their normal daily routines, to just live one day different than the rest. but temptations like those are what make us lose what we care about most. but from my understanding, if the care ever was mutual.. they would come back. see, its not even about relationships in that sense. its about caring for a person, loving who they are. anyone who cant understand that, ill def. say fuck you to.
welp anyways, been writin n stuff lately.. saturday is comin too fast guy..
...nah this aint right
but still when ur girlfriend dissed you,
"lifes a bitch" you cried
i told u to wipe ur eyes
take ur time when u likin a guy
cuz every since ur feelins too intense,
its pimp or die.
-jay z
ew. ive lost about 7 pounds in the past few days.
neways.
i got off the phone with nessa a lil bit ago. babe, u are soo sweet u make me feel 10x better about everything, u give the best advice.
now im talkin to julian, im soo excited. him and his friends are drivin up from san fransisco for some family thing. so we're gonna chill sometime between sunday n wednesday.
my train of thought just did a 180. i act like i dont care bout stuff, but deep down i always do. i hate seeing people get so worked up over relationship stuff, even though i am one of those people. what is the purpose of it all? i really dont know.. i am so tired of it though. im tired of people telling others what to do when it comes to relationships.. "ive seen people caught in love like whirl winds/ listenin to they squads and listenin to girlfriends/ thats exactly the point where they whole world ends/ lies come in, thats where that drama begins"... ive cried. people have cried, because of others. its like everyones just in it for a game.. then you find that one person who isnt.. who is the truth.. and fk it up.. but its not like the movies. you dont fly a couple hours to see the person, then have them jump in ur arms and say everything is okay. this is the real world. the world where more people walk out of ur life than in, and where fragile emotions are only made to be broken. my understanding is that everyone makes mistakes at some point in their life.. to jump out of their normal daily routines, to just live one day different than the rest. but temptations like those are what make us lose what we care about most. but from my understanding, if the care ever was mutual.. they would come back. see, its not even about relationships in that sense. its about caring for a person, loving who they are. anyone who cant understand that, ill def. say fuck you to.
welp anyways, been writin n stuff lately.. saturday is comin too fast guy..