May 30, 2005 23:53
So far, my vacation has been ok. Nothing to do and no one to see. the "love of my life" is out of the picture now and I started talking to my friend from D.C again. Missed him much, but now he's back.. Yay!!! So, what else to update on? Its funny what a few comments will do to your day. It can make it or break it. Luckily for me, this friend akways makes it. You know what feeling sucks!!! Being torn between two people. Loving one, but desperetaly in like with another. It is a bitch to handle. The easy part is knowing that you cant/wont be with anyone of them. But still. Its like, for once, cant I just not be in like.... Another thing, my lack of judgment a few months ago lingers in the back of my head. Why... I dunno. I guess because this stupid person always decideds to pop their head into my life at the time when I forget them the most. So... stop it!!! Thats it for now... By all! Have a good vacation. And if youare bored, call me, we can be bored together!