May 11, 2005 17:03
So, I got news about something yesterday that kinda made me sad. Not kinda, it did. Thats ok... I think it will help me in te long run. But wow. You know that sick feelingyou get in your stomach when something bad happens. Thata how I feel right now. So. Yes, I feel like shit and in a sad pathetic way, I'm kinda hurt. ON a brighter side, I am totally happy for you and hope you the best. I speak to a specific some one who will never see this, but that doesnt mean I dont mean it. So. I really need my friends to make me happy for the next few days. Please.Cause this really sucks. Take my word for it!!! Umm. I knew this would happen, and I am surprised I didnt cry. I wont. Not over this. My saddness will make things easier for me. I hope!!!