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Posted by fluffy_ninja in lonely_scars on 2005.09.26 at 02:16
A boy told me I was amazing, that he loved me. That he knew he would forever.
I'm so afraid. If i get close to him, I feel like I'll just dissapoint him. That I wouldn't be as good as his idealistic version of me. I would fail in comparison to this amazing perfect girl hes imagining me as.
But I told him..that I cut. And he didn't get scared. He said he loved me. He didn't go away or sneer or make a face or ANYTHING.
I'm so confused over what to do.
uhm... kill yourself?
A boy told me I was amazing, that he loved me. That he knew he would forever.
I'm so afraid. If i get close to him, I feel like I'll just dissapoint him. That I wouldn't be as good as his idealistic version of me. I would fail in comparison to this amazing perfect girl hes imagining me as.
But I told him..that I cut. And he didn't get scared. He said he loved me. He didn't go away or sneer or make a face or ANYTHING.
I'm so confused over what to do.
uhm... kill yourself?