God my life used to rule.
I just read over the last 40 entries of my live journal... (from 5 years ago)
I had no idea how amazing my life was at 15 years old. Here I am bitching out my little sister for drinking and smoking weed at 14 and I used to do the same shit.
The only thing that shocks me is how ridiculous I sound. I said things like, "it was beautiful..." or "I LOVE VODKAAAA OMGGG**"
Ew.
Besides that my friends and I lived pretty rad lives.
Due to the fact that I have recently lost a few friends I think it's time to set out for some new adventures. Even if just for the mere fact that I can read this in five years and think "I wish my life was still as awesome".
I am having a 1/4 or 1/3 of my life crisis, the fraction depending on the state of my liver/lungs.
I have decided to make a self-transformation. This will include minor details such as a change in hair and weight loss as well as major details like new life goals, new friends, and a strange new hobby.
I used to do things like this when I was little but my solotion was always to move my furniture around while listening to MMm Bop and shaking my rump.
So this is my first journal entry of many.
It's just too bad it won't start up drama like it used to in high school.