Jul 06, 2005 13:42
so last nite was really fun. i went to the coffee plantation with sloan because she asked and because i totally forgot it was her birthday on sunday and i coulndt ditch her 2 days in a row. I'm glad that i went beacuse we made these 3 new friends; let me be the first to tell you, they are probably the best people ever. I'm laughing thinking about them. We ended up talking, playing cards then piled in tim's car to go to metro to pick up weed and then we all went back to a park and smoked and tim and omar were battling.. rap battling. it was hot.
so elizabeth is going out of town to baltimore with my parents and im not even going. me and mom were talking today, and its really wierd. oh well. PARTAY AT MY HOUSE ON THE 21st ya'll. The backyard is finally completed. pool,jacuzzi,4 tv's,bar.. the whole works. It's gonna be fun and i know you want to come.
So i think things are ending with you know who. I'm just so sick and tierd of his bullshit. The more he is acting like an asshole, the more he is just making me not like him. I'm a little upset because in the beginning things were going so well but i guess i was mislead..I mean, i spent the night, himself, his dad, and I all went out for meals. (i miss his dad more then him! lol) we spent a lot of time together, got to know him more and about his life, never once did anything sexual. But for the past 2 weeks, he has been nothing but demeaning and rude to me for no reason at all. I'm done. I just want it to be over. I'm going to really just try to focus on me knowing that i dont need him around... god, he is just so beautiful to look at though. I have another crush, he is 27, white(yes, thats not a typo)my neighboor, and also my dad's friend. Now, im a bad girl, but this is down right dirrtay shit. This is going to be a toughy to break, but he wants me, i can see it. (not trying to be modest here but shit, why try and be blind to the obvious right?)I'll have him by the end of summer.
I've been hanging out with jordan and cassie alot again. Its been fun everytime im with them, just like old times. AwW.. its so good. we are all friends again. I like how they like doing the same shit that i like doing. I miss having friends like that.
k well UNO OUT!
peace and hair grease ya'll =p