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[absolutusdea]

i hate it here, i hate it away from here. everyone i know and love has left or is too busy with their own lives to even care. im stuck alone here with no one to hear my cries. its just another night like the ones before. being alone, scared and completly confused.

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Cheer Up

[jessiesheffield]

Hey Cheer Up, it could be alot worse. I really wish you would start considering going to college, I know your parents would help you if you expressed interest. You would be so much happier if you were able to get a nice job, a nice car, move out into your "own" house/apartment. I mean the guys at college are awesome, the parties, clubs, people are awesome, nothing like highschool. Jeremy is real nice, but sooner or later your both going to get tired of the same thing, sex, walmart parking lot, drinking, smoking, more sex. I mean thats why so many teens are so miserable, it is so simple, better yourself and you feel better. But in todays world that is not rebellious, or cool. Preppy, as I was called. But I'm happy, I'm content, I feel like I've done something, not much but something. Me and William have lasted because we helped each other become something to ourselves. I mean we're married and grown and we still hang our grades on the refrigerator, you have to have self worth. You can only hang on to a phone call for so long. You can only depend on other people depending on you or being with you around you for so long, you need to start from the inside, you need to make yourself happy. Stop worrying about who called you, when you went or saw someone, occupy your mind with more than that. Your smart Jessica, and I love you so much I really do. But I hate watching you being miserable and I am shouting to you to fix it, only you can sweetie, you can change, noone can change for you, noone else can make you happy but you. Your never going to be happy until you feel good about yourself. I know you want more than a nursery job, a boyfriend, a crappy car, a highschool education, and living with your parents. Stop fretting over who called you, where you hung out, where Jeremy is, worry about you, what do you want, who do you want to be? Lead.