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The last time I wrote, I was being a bit cathartic about the way I felt among friends. After careful thinking and observation, however, I've decided I was being a bit too dramatic. You see, I was used to hanging out with my best friend so much in the past that I was almost convinced that's how friendships had to be (this was also at the expense of time being spent with his past relationships - yes... I was that friend). It brought out the worst of my insecurities: rejection. At the end, though, I'm just grateful for having these new people in my life. Seeing after all I've gone through in the past, this is the first step to coming back full circle from what I've missed out on during the cancer.
In terms of catching up on here, I've been waiting to write about so much that's happened through 2009. I figure that post is best reserved for the last week of December. Besides that, I have a bit of writer's block. I'm even struggling as a type this. But to help a little, I will share my thoughts on a postcard I saw on postsecret that really hit close to home.
And now I have writer's block. To be continued....
In terms of catching up on here, I've been waiting to write about so much that's happened through 2009. I figure that post is best reserved for the last week of December. Besides that, I have a bit of writer's block. I'm even struggling as a type this. But to help a little, I will share my thoughts on a postcard I saw on postsecret that really hit close to home.
And now I have writer's block. To be continued....