bitch.
i've been feeling like a really big bitch lately. i want to go home for christmas but at the same time i don't want to leave here.
i'm on my period and it's making me want to punch myself in the face.
last night just sucked even though i was with some awesome people. im coping with things in the worst way and i can't seem to get over it.
even though i act like it, i'm not over karl and last night i talked to him on the phone cause his dad was in the hospital. wtf is my deal?
i like a boy now too, and it sucks because he doesn't even notice me hardly.
i don't want to study for finals all i want to do islaying in bed and die.
i want to be hugged, REALLY hugged.
and i haven't cried in so long and now i am, and i don't understand it. fuck.
i'm on my period and it's making me want to punch myself in the face.
last night just sucked even though i was with some awesome people. im coping with things in the worst way and i can't seem to get over it.
even though i act like it, i'm not over karl and last night i talked to him on the phone cause his dad was in the hospital. wtf is my deal?
i like a boy now too, and it sucks because he doesn't even notice me hardly.
i don't want to study for finals all i want to do islaying in bed and die.
i want to be hugged, REALLY hugged.
and i haven't cried in so long and now i am, and i don't understand it. fuck.