Jan 30, 2009 23:49
Well, I feel like a bundle of estrogen here.
I just finished this amazing love story the other night and I can't get it out of my mind. For the past couple days I feel insecure, in love, wanting a man in my life....the works! I'm dealing with all these romantic thoughts and I can't get rid of them! I'm dressing up to go the damn grocery store for crying out loud!
What sucks is even if I wanted a guy in my life, I wouldn't even know where to begin! I can't flirt my way out of a box and I want a boyfriend? It's one of those abilities I just never gained in life and I hate my flustered ways when it comes to the opposite sex and it's making me extremely frustrated!!
So what did I do? I actually wrote a one shot. I haven't written anything, story-wise, in awhile so it was a change from my usual ways of venting. It actually turned out pretty good for not having written anything for a few years now. I almost want to post it when it's done; do you want me to? lol
Besides that though, nothing else new so far in life. My parents are back, house is clean, new classes begin Monday...same old same old. lol
Anyways, night! <3
flirting,
writing,
story,
love