Just one thought..

[absolute_maniac]

well last night was graduation for the class of 2007 woo. ^_^ i went just to see all my senior friends graduate and i left right afterwards because i thought well they wouldnt want me here. no big deal right? i was just going to go see them graduate and leave because i felt of no importance being there i was alone the entire time just watching them all go up one by one. so i leave after its over and as soon as i get home i get a bunch of phones calls asking "where are you?" i guess people do care but its my fault for leaving i didnt think i was wanted around...but thats just how i think but i was wrong people do care whether i believe it or not. its just sometimes i feel unwanted and last night i felt kind of unwanted and out of place. but as soon as i got home that feeling of unwanted-ness went away but i still felt bad since people were looking for me. i just thought for that one moment that i wasnt needed there so i left...boy was i ever wrong.

The only thing that can keep you from enjoying all that you already are is a thought. One thought. Your thought. Not someone else`s thought. Your thought... Whatever you are thinking at the moment that feels more important to think than feeling grateful, alive, content, joyful, optimistic, loving, and at peace.... That`s the only think that`s between you and happiness.

yea that one thought that i had made me go home. but what's done is done. i should learn that people actually do want me around...for the most part anyways.

and also Happy Birthday to me ^_^