just more bad news

[absolutchris3]

well the bad news just keeps piling up more and more. i meet a wonderful girl angela and everything is going so well, looking forward to christmas with her and i knew of a possibility of her moving but when she got sick and lifting things and quit her job at the barn i thought that possibility maybe went away, well it didn't. i called her today

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[absolutchris3]

i told her how i felt right after i wrote the journal because after reading it i didn't want her to read it on here first and i am not thinking about myself, i was actually thinking about staying up here instead of going to florida and i told her that, my rents don't even know about that, i ain't only thinking about myself i know she needs this and i wouldn't just say she doesn't exist anymore but traveling 25 mins and then traveling and hour and 35 mins is a big difference and she is kinda mad right now that she is leaving but shit happens ya know, i likiemher and she knows that but oh well, shit happens and we move on i guess so i ain't gonna try to stop her from going we will still be friends and stuff just not how we are right now and i will be going to florida now if or when my family decides to go because maybe i do need a change because everything that goes on with me up here makes me happy then all of a sudden it turns to shit and makes me depressed so maybe i do need a change amb, i am sorry if you don't like it but last night i needed to vent