whats up everyone
i know i know, i said i would write more often and this is only my 2nd entry of the new year. trust me i will be able to i juts have been busy lately, a family friend that went by the name on jonsy died the other day from compications of diabetes and kidney failure and a good friend of mine, russ at work, i have known him for almost my entire life and thanx to him, that is why i got into coke, but nonetheless his father passed away on the 19th from cancer after 4 long hard fought years with the disease, may he rest in peace, so over the next 2 days i have 2 wakes and 1 funeral to go to, that is why i haven't been chatting much online with anyone or even on the phone or going to visit because i dunno, i just feel so helpless and down right now, i mean one day 2 people that you are close to were here and the next day you are planning on what you are going to wear to their wakes and funerals.
on the warmer side of things. work has been going ok i guess, we had our yearly reviews yesterday and even though they put you can get a 5 , noone ever does because that means you are perfect and no room for improvement, and as everyone knows, noone is perfect and everyone can improve. so basically the highest you could go was a 4, well needless to say i got a 3.75 out of 4 which is excellente. i find out how much my raise is in about 2 or 3 weeks, hopefully i get up close to 16/hour, that would be nice.. other than the few things i mentioned, nothing much is going on lately, just that it is to fuckingCOLD to go out and do anything so i have basically been sitting home just chillin by the fire.
On monday i got out of work early and got home and wasn't feeling to well so i took a nap. I got up about an hour later and had the chills so i decided to go take a 40 min shower/bath, well needless to say, got out, and still had the chills, took about 4 big gulps of gatorade and promptly threw that right back up. had to get he taste out of my mouth so took two little sips and promptly threw that right back up to. but after throwing up i was pretty much laid out on my bathroom floor for about 10 mins, after throwing up my whole body got the tingly like if you lay on you side with your hand on your head for awhile, your hand goes numb, well that was what my whole body was like, scared the hell out of me and my parents, they were gonna take me to the hospital but i wasn't going for none of that. so i crawled back to bed and passed right the fuck back out, woke up at 8 and still had the chills so i turned my electric heater up full blast ontop of the regular heat in my house and got under 4 covers and right back to sleep i went. woke up at 10 to a state police officer at my door and me covered from head to toe in sweat but i felt fine now, everyone is telling me maybe it was like a 12 hour bug or something and i just sweated it out, i think it was because i felt fine after that, talked to the staty about saturday night and fell back asleep at 1130 and got up for work and felt kinda blah but overall ok.
now about saturday night since i mentioned the staty. i got home from erick and becky's about 1045 saturday night and notcied nothing unusual. but after about 5 mins of sitting in my bed i noticed all the cars breaking real hard over the knoll infront of my house, thought it might of been a small accident or the water tower pipe had let go and water was rushing down the hill like many times in the past. didn't think to much of it and went to bed. so the next day i am out snowblowing our driveway and an old family friend chris gadula shows up on his 4 wheeler. he says his grandmother was robbed saturday night,(she lives 2 houses down from me where the cars were breaking hard), the person or persons took only 2 vcr's and her purse from her nightstand right on the side of where she was sleeping, all i could think of was i thanked the lord that while she was sleeping and this person/persons were ransacking her house and stealing from this poor old lady that she didn't wake up when they were taking her purse and freak out and , either they freak out and hit her or do something more drastic. so that is why the cops were here, they were just canvasing the nieghborhood asking every person if they have seen anything suspicious or if they saw anything out of the ordinary saturday night. i hope they catch thi sperson/ persons cause noone should live in fear because now this litle old lady won't even come out of her house because she is afraid, the cops said they think it was someone that knew her ways because they was alot of jewlery and other itemsd in plain view but all this person wanted was her purse and 2 VCR's. these people should rot in hell for stealing from a damn elderly women and that is all i am gonna say about that.
other than that nothing really exciting has happened, and if you are still reading this long ass entry,THANK YOU, and if not, oh well more will come and be alot shorter. so everyone have a great day and a great night and try to stay warm wherever you are.
AND OH YEAH.........PLEASE COMMENT:)
on the warmer side of things. work has been going ok i guess, we had our yearly reviews yesterday and even though they put you can get a 5 , noone ever does because that means you are perfect and no room for improvement, and as everyone knows, noone is perfect and everyone can improve. so basically the highest you could go was a 4, well needless to say i got a 3.75 out of 4 which is excellente. i find out how much my raise is in about 2 or 3 weeks, hopefully i get up close to 16/hour, that would be nice.. other than the few things i mentioned, nothing much is going on lately, just that it is to fuckingCOLD to go out and do anything so i have basically been sitting home just chillin by the fire.
On monday i got out of work early and got home and wasn't feeling to well so i took a nap. I got up about an hour later and had the chills so i decided to go take a 40 min shower/bath, well needless to say, got out, and still had the chills, took about 4 big gulps of gatorade and promptly threw that right back up. had to get he taste out of my mouth so took two little sips and promptly threw that right back up to. but after throwing up i was pretty much laid out on my bathroom floor for about 10 mins, after throwing up my whole body got the tingly like if you lay on you side with your hand on your head for awhile, your hand goes numb, well that was what my whole body was like, scared the hell out of me and my parents, they were gonna take me to the hospital but i wasn't going for none of that. so i crawled back to bed and passed right the fuck back out, woke up at 8 and still had the chills so i turned my electric heater up full blast ontop of the regular heat in my house and got under 4 covers and right back to sleep i went. woke up at 10 to a state police officer at my door and me covered from head to toe in sweat but i felt fine now, everyone is telling me maybe it was like a 12 hour bug or something and i just sweated it out, i think it was because i felt fine after that, talked to the staty about saturday night and fell back asleep at 1130 and got up for work and felt kinda blah but overall ok.
now about saturday night since i mentioned the staty. i got home from erick and becky's about 1045 saturday night and notcied nothing unusual. but after about 5 mins of sitting in my bed i noticed all the cars breaking real hard over the knoll infront of my house, thought it might of been a small accident or the water tower pipe had let go and water was rushing down the hill like many times in the past. didn't think to much of it and went to bed. so the next day i am out snowblowing our driveway and an old family friend chris gadula shows up on his 4 wheeler. he says his grandmother was robbed saturday night,(she lives 2 houses down from me where the cars were breaking hard), the person or persons took only 2 vcr's and her purse from her nightstand right on the side of where she was sleeping, all i could think of was i thanked the lord that while she was sleeping and this person/persons were ransacking her house and stealing from this poor old lady that she didn't wake up when they were taking her purse and freak out and , either they freak out and hit her or do something more drastic. so that is why the cops were here, they were just canvasing the nieghborhood asking every person if they have seen anything suspicious or if they saw anything out of the ordinary saturday night. i hope they catch thi sperson/ persons cause noone should live in fear because now this litle old lady won't even come out of her house because she is afraid, the cops said they think it was someone that knew her ways because they was alot of jewlery and other itemsd in plain view but all this person wanted was her purse and 2 VCR's. these people should rot in hell for stealing from a damn elderly women and that is all i am gonna say about that.
other than that nothing really exciting has happened, and if you are still reading this long ass entry,THANK YOU, and if not, oh well more will come and be alot shorter. so everyone have a great day and a great night and try to stay warm wherever you are.
AND OH YEAH.........PLEASE COMMENT:)