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Yesterday I left after lunch and rode with Amber to Johnny's wake. It really hit me that he was gone as soon as I stepped foot into that building. It was open casket and I cried the whole time. I cried so hard I got a headache and I could barely keep my eyes open.
I came home afterwards, laid down, and didnt wake up until Andrew called me when he got home from school.
Today was better I guess. I'm trying hard not to think about it and just trying to be happy. Andrew's really helping me out with that.
Well...I'm exhausted and I still have a shit load of homework to do. I'm just procrastinating.
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I came home afterwards, laid down, and didnt wake up until Andrew called me when he got home from school.
Today was better I guess. I'm trying hard not to think about it and just trying to be happy. Andrew's really helping me out with that.
Well...I'm exhausted and I still have a shit load of homework to do. I'm just procrastinating.
<3