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i have a sleeping problem as of recent. usually i eventually passout before now. last night it took lots of rounds of guitar hero, half a really depressing movie and a semi-boring (randomly purchaced because it was dirt cheap - now i know why) sort of book...it was then that i finally fell asleep. i guess i have a lot on my mind?
i don't know how i feel about starting college. i'm happy for all my friends who are leaving. i always saw myself leaving too, its funny the way things work out. i never saw myself staying in charlotte. i've always wanted to travel and see the world beyond the east coast. and i know eventually i will move outside the state of north carolina..at least for a little. but for now, i guess you could say i'm pretty lucky in the sense that i'm not having to say any goodbyes to my best friend and my boyfriend. i don't think i'll really know how i feel about things until classes start, but i am ready for change. i have a lot to learn and figure out. it doesn't help that i am the most indesicive person ever, maybe college will change that, but i won't hold my breath.
as far as summer goes. i've had a lot of good times with a lot of different people. and i'm really happy.
i'm supposed to go get my books tomorrow and get a new phone!!! it will be so nice to have a phone again. i think i've learned my lesson and from now on will work harder to control my emotions. simply because my mom is right, its pathetic.
i don't know how i feel about starting college. i'm happy for all my friends who are leaving. i always saw myself leaving too, its funny the way things work out. i never saw myself staying in charlotte. i've always wanted to travel and see the world beyond the east coast. and i know eventually i will move outside the state of north carolina..at least for a little. but for now, i guess you could say i'm pretty lucky in the sense that i'm not having to say any goodbyes to my best friend and my boyfriend. i don't think i'll really know how i feel about things until classes start, but i am ready for change. i have a lot to learn and figure out. it doesn't help that i am the most indesicive person ever, maybe college will change that, but i won't hold my breath.
as far as summer goes. i've had a lot of good times with a lot of different people. and i'm really happy.
i'm supposed to go get my books tomorrow and get a new phone!!! it will be so nice to have a phone again. i think i've learned my lesson and from now on will work harder to control my emotions. simply because my mom is right, its pathetic.