with the sweet there comes the sour. . .
i didn't really care that i missed church again. i needed the sleep and it felt nice. all i felt like being was lazy. i didn't even feel the urge to get dressed. no one to impress and basically no need to. i had the whole house to myself. and thats just the way i like it. i played sims 2 for awhile. i've never been addicted to a game like i have this one. sad but so true. i love that game. and for lack of empty canvases i turned to the sketchbook. nothing i was extremely impressed with came out of that. it all comes down to just a simple day to myself. . . to sit back with a bag of werthers and collect my thoughts.
i don't understand why people who clearly love each other have to fight so much. i really do hate it but i've heard thats part of what relationships entail. so being the single person that i am why is it that i want a relationship? i can only think its due to the times when you find yourself surrounded by people who love one another and you find yourself alone. its times like these when your surrounded by happy couples that you find yourself unhappy when you would be perfectly fine at any other time of the day.
just when you think you've found something, you realize you've already lost it. . .
anyways time to hit the shower. . .
tt ya'll lata
<33 ela
song of the day: gavin rossdale: adrenaline