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i can't sleep. i know i'm going to be really tired in the morning, i've just got so many things on my mind. i can't help it. . .
i like to be optimistic about my future. i'd like to think one of these days i'll find "the guy." the guy to be head over heals in love with me. the guy everyone will see as an average ordinary guy, but to me i'll see someone special becuase he'll love me for me. i'd like to picture the perfect wedding and the perfect marriage and we'll live in a perfect little house. we'll raise children together. watch them grow up and leave. and then grow old together. be grandparents together. its just a thought. i wonder. . . is happily ever after to much to wish for?
either way it doesn't hurt to be optimistic. . .
good night
<333 ela
song of the day: ben folds: "still fighting it"