i just had to get that out
dear ben,
i don't really know why i'm saying or taking the time, i guess i just feel like it needs to be said, considering you've basically thrown away 3 years of friendship. to be honest it hurt my feelings what you said to me last time we talked, not that it really matters now. it doesn't seem to matter that much to you at all apparently. its just a big disapointment to find out someone who was your best friend is so quick to forget about you after they have wronged you in more ways than one. maybe its the fact that you only think about yourself, you don't have any regard for the way you make other people feel. maybe i was nieve but i thought you were better than that. i thought a lot of things that apparently aren't true. honestly i don't know what to think of you anymore.
i don't really know why i'm saying or taking the time, i guess i just feel like it needs to be said, considering you've basically thrown away 3 years of friendship. to be honest it hurt my feelings what you said to me last time we talked, not that it really matters now. it doesn't seem to matter that much to you at all apparently. its just a big disapointment to find out someone who was your best friend is so quick to forget about you after they have wronged you in more ways than one. maybe its the fact that you only think about yourself, you don't have any regard for the way you make other people feel. maybe i was nieve but i thought you were better than that. i thought a lot of things that apparently aren't true. honestly i don't know what to think of you anymore.