Jul 08, 2005 01:20
to say the least its been awhile since i've had internet or written in this thing. me and mad spent the night at my house last night for the first time all summer and went late night swimming and late night driving in our bathing suits. i am working now, yes i finally got a job. but my paychecks depress me. i've finally gone shopping recently and bought things for myself again. i randomly run into people from school, but just randomly. i've gotten really out of touch with people, including my parents. unfortunatly been in a couple arguments that should have never happened. i went on a mission trip to tennessee and slept in a tent for a week with my best friend. i still haven't seen the beach yet, yet being the key word. my white skin still is deprived of a good looking tan. and i still haven't had that pool party i've promised to have. i realized today i will be seventeen in about a month and i can't say i've ever been in an impressive relationship. its very strange what things don't work out and what things do. ryan paid for me to go see dave matthews and mad has dyed my hair again. i like it. i practically live at the green residence, i like that too. i guess in a round about way i'm getting at the fact that things are pretty good.