Him.
It is so weird how one person can drive another completely crazy.
I have no connection with this person.
It has been four years. I have been single for FOUR years.
Yet every once in a while I will find myself at his lj.
My chest tightens and I cover my eyes with my hand. It is like a terrible car crash I had been witness to.
It was bad.
...but it was so good at times.
I miss him. I hate him for making me the crazy cat lady.
=( Oh well...at least my tears have dried up and it is only a momentary pain.
It is weird to be so far away from something that is so deep inside of my soul. I suppose it is best to keep pushing it further and further down.
Four years and I am still feeling like that.
True love is a nasty business.
This is why I scrutinize anyone who even shows the slightest imperfection.
I don't want to fall in love and lose all over again.
My life has been one disappointment after another when it comes to the male race.
Are they all completely fucked? I am sure I am just projecting my distaste onto them. There are many decent guys.
They just don't live in Seattle. hahahaha