All the lonely people, where do they all come from.
Well, summer is here and i am surprisingly unhappy. So many various reasons that it seems all to trivial to waste time explaining the whole story for each one. Well, number 1 has to be that Brad is gone and I wont see him till June 20th.. and thats only if he takes me to the airport, if not then not till July. That leads to the fact that T-Mobile messed up my bill so I get my phone taken away. So, I cant talk to my boyfriend. So he does call today and my mom looks at my cell phone and is all like "Why doesnt he call the house phone?" But when you get angry and scream at me about him calling the house phone wednesday night while I'm on the phone, no wonder he doesnt want to talk to you. That reminded me of the fact that he wasnt here and I cried again and when I talked to him and he told me he missed me it started all over again. Not to mention I layed in bed for five hours today because I am tired of disapointing people. God, life is not easy right now. Its pathetic and I need to get a grip. I am going to play Speed.. wow everything reminds me of him and I cry because I cant just call and talk to him whenever.
I talked to Kelly today..Gosh I missed that chick. I must hang out with her ASAP. Along with Kelly, I need to spend time with Erin and so many other people.
Also, Nana's knee surgery is on June 21st so I can be there to help her. Well, knowing me I will find a way to mess that one up.