Tell me again.. Can we be lovers and friends
This week has been good, so far. Tonight I talked to Brad for a while and I am waiting for him to call me back <3 Things are so great with us as friends right now, he took the survey that I put on a previous entry, I am surprised at some of his answers. Today, I had the worse cramps ever. Grr, I hate being a girl sometimes. Anyways, my parents spent the night at hotel because they didnt feel like staying home this weekend.. interesting.. Things have gotten increasingly better and I appreciate what we have and the room we have to grow. I appreciate how he makes me laugh and how he is learning to show his feelings towards me. I appreciate how strong we have grown, most off all I appreciate him for being his amazing self.<3
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Love will last f o r e v e r but prophecy and speaking in unknown languages and special knowledge will all disappear.
Its odd to look back at everything I lost, I miss, and I loved but never had.