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I will annoy you with every waking breathe.
I am the only soul awake in April's father's house. My eyes are puffy from the dry, rough pillow my face was pressed against as I slept, on top of that I have an uncontrollable leak in my nose, that forces me to wipe and blow every minute or so. This is the worst I have felt in a while, but I roll over and see a familiar face; the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. The absolute love of my life. I am compelled to watch her sleep, even as I type this now I look back after every sentence or so to see if she has made a movement or to hear if she says something about how loud this keyboard is. Or for her to tell me its too early and to go back to bed.
The truth is I hope she wakes up and says something to me. Being awake this early makes for boredom and desperation, And I feel like common cold jesus cause all the drippings from my nose are being wiped on my forehead in some sort of crown of snot thorns configuration because I dont want to dirty my pants. I hope she wakes up soon. I really hope she wakes up soon. For now I'm going to watch her sleep like a true creep, and smile in anticipation of her opening her eyes to see my face.
Until you decide to wake up.